Restorative Sound
At its core, the universe is constantly vibrating and radiating acoustic waves, audible and non-audible.
Science has already discovered that not only human's body emits sound waves, but also thoughts, emotions and words.
Acoustic human
Human's body is like a musical instrument. The whole structure is designed to produce and absorb sound waves. Like a biological radio, it can be tuned to a certain channel or frequency.
Physical and emotional health is directly influenced by all external and internal acoustic vibrations. Which means that certain sounds can develop and nourish you. While others can be destructive and hazardous.
Disease or depression is not just a biological and chemical corruption in the body. But a sign of acoustic dissonance. Organs do not "hear' each others signals, hence do not exchange vital information and resources.
And if you live inside disharmonized body, then what you express out into the world - is disharmony. What you vibrate is what you radiate.
I am using my voice to trigger energetic recalibrations during sessions with humans and animals.
My own journey with voice was very much traditional, I enjoyed casual singing since childhood. Though I am an average, and cannot boast to possess a voice of Beyonce. However I always felt brave to sing in choirs or yoga classes or karaoke. It was a fun part of my normal life.
Around 2021 when I deepened my practice with body, energy and Iboga my voice suddenly started fading. I lost my voice, as I thought. It didn't effect my speech, but it was a challenge to sing. It became crispy, quiet and weak, and I was no longer able to match a note. Simultaneously my ears became hyper sensitive to external sounds, and so I stopped listening to music either, especially songs with lyrics. It was an interesting change which I fully embraced without any worry.
I trusted the process and moved on to explore internal silence. In those years I learned how to cease internal chatter. For few months I had ear plugs 24/7 protecting my ears from overwhelming external world. And I found that acoustic and mental silence was soothing and nourishing my body.
In October 2024 I spontaneously discovered my voice return. It felt new and familiar at the same time. I first started singing to horses, dogs and birds and witnessed their immediate reaction. For example I was applying voice to help a horse with leg injury, and after few sessions it was back to normal.
I dove into this vocal practice and my perception of voice has shifted. I started incorporating singing sessio s with humans, blending it with Fluent body method, and results were very interesting.
My clients were able to dive deeper, faster and discover inner space of peace and trust on a new level. It was as if my voice was an impulse to let them flow through the body with more ease. Even for those with physical illness or emotional challenge.
Looking back I see that I lost my voice to break free from imposed definition of a voice, which is based on performance, validation, achievements, attention and self-image in the eyes of others.
I am not a singer. And my voice is not for entertainment. But is my individual channel to trigger balance and harmony for my own self and other beings.
Many of my clients started reconnecting with their own voice during our sessions. They have discovered ability to direct the sound and use it as a tool to reconstruct their inner energetic structure and calm emotions fast. They have expanded perception of own voice beyond shyness, shame or need for validation.